I’m looking for a female who would like to get spun and hangout regularly.

I know how it sounds so let me explain. I feel like I lead a double life. During the day I wear a suit and tie and work all day. Not married, no kids, out of a 5 year relationshit, and come home to go to bed and do it all over again. Except I don’t always stay in bed. I don’t know why but I’m always compelled to self medicate and go watch porn for hours and hours on end. I buy a ton of toys and I’ll get a room at the store and stroke until I can’t anymore. Call it hypersexual, sex addict, whatever. I’ll meet a provider or two but I don’t use the time like you think I would. Maybe it’s loneliness, maybe it’s because I’m spun, or maybe it’s just because I wish I could share this part about me with anyone. I can’t always afford providers as this has almost become a 3-5 days a week thing. I’d like to find a nice lady who would enjoy hanging out like this and of course I’d still want companions to join us a couple times a week. I’ll always be generious to those who will consult us on ways to have fun. I don’t know why I’m even writing this. Maybe it’s a cry for help or maybe I just want to put something out there about me and see what happens. Regardless of whether I get any responses or not I want to thank everyone for taking the time to read this. I want to thank all the companions for the hard work they do and it is hard work. Being a male who has been in the industry on both ends I’ve seen a lot and you lovely ladies really do change lives. You provide an escape where we can get away from it all for at least an hour out of the week. It’s more priceless than you’ll ever know so from the bottom of my heart i say thank you. I didn’t mean to ramble but that’s my story. I hope everyone has a safe, sexy, and blessed evening.