So did I. I like this provider!!!
Just being a provider there are stigmas instantly. Like the thrill or "fetish" of fucking a w.h.o.r.e. I accept that some won't look at me like I'm human. But as we talked about in the other thread, I accept it because that's the fantasy. But I've grown immune over the years.
I completely understand you not wanting to feel like a alien, or a creature the guy is simply seeing to fullfill his aa fantasy of the day. Nobody wants to be looked at as anything except a beautiful human being.
I think you are great for expressing real concerns and your thinking outside the box appeals to me especially with me being an over thinker. I'm white and I don't see why anyone would want to take away your rights as a provider of choice. Good for you darling for speaking up!!!