Hi Bella - That was am amazing response to everything you are dealing with. So much clarity and tells us what you are going thru. You are mature beyond your age. I am guilty...mine is one of the 700 message you received on Oh2 and was not surprised at all that I won't get a response. I had more chances to bag a Taylor swift ticket than you :-). It is incredible the amount of interest you have generated. An enviable position to have as a provider. Hopefully you get things sorted out and some of us get lucky and get to see you. We hope you stick around for long!