Well i had thought i had really bad allergies with the grass and ragweed pollen count high this week, until i lost the ability to taste and smell anything. So last night I went in to Methodist Stone Oak and after being screened and having all but one of the symptoms I was taken straight to a room. I was tested and after the longest 45 minutes of my life (and a really bad nose bleed from the swab test they took), I heard those dreaded words, "yup, you are definitely positive for Covid-19". The room spun around me as I was given information and instructions on what seemed like fast forward. Luckily I have a "mildly-moderate" case, at the moment. My oxygen saturation levels are at 93. I bought an oximeter so I can keep track bc the doctor told me once my saturation levels get to 90 that I need to come back immediately and at that point I would be admitted and put on a ventilator. Today im still holding at 93, thank God. I was given a prescription for an albuterol inhaler with a device to draw it better into my lungs and meds for nausea. I was told to continue taking the OTC meds that I had been (Mucinex-D, Coricidin, Oscillococcinum, Centrum, Zinc) and to make sure i stayed completely hydrated. Im also on blood pressure medicine and Valium already (thank God for my Valium bc last night my anxiety was so high I had a panic attack. This shit is scary. I had break taking a hobby vacation and was going to be back this Monday but that now of course has changed. The couple ppl that I had been in contact with, when I told them they freaked out of course, but this one guy got really angry with me asking if I knew I had it when he had come over the day before. I was really upset. I did not. I do not even know at what point, where, or who I was exposed by. But I was among those that are out almost everyday eating in the restaurants when I can and going to the grocery stores and other shopping. I always wear my mask, wash my hands, and use hand sanitizer. Still I contracted it. I live alone with my 2 cats and my dog so it is really lonely, depressing, im worried and scared, and sick on top of it. It feels like an upper respiratory infection/flu/really bad case of allergies. I started my symptoms, this would be day 5 so about 10 days left of quarantine.
For those that doubt it, this shit is real. And the only good precaution that works is to stay home as much as possible. This is serious and we need to take this serious. It sucks a lot. I feel terrible.
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If anyone wants to text me, feel free. 210.385.8025. My work line is in the process of a port which is taking forever so reach me at that number. Texting is best bc I'm sleeping a lot or feel to sick to talk, but I would love some "human" interaction so feel free to text me.
Hope this posts find each of you well. I'll keep yall updated as I can.
Tif