I believe I have an issue that has become a problem. It's a problem because I get kind of caught up in the moment with a certain Hobbiest, and developed a school girl crush on him.. I really do feel like I am a little girl again the way this male has took my attention. We had really great chemistry and enjoyed each other on more the one occasion. But like any Hobbiest, you get your hobby on , and seek a new talent.... So I was replaced I guess.. and that's where my feelings got to be checked... It's normal for me to feel this at times or am I being stupid and weak.... I think it's normal... but I don't live a normal lifestyle, but that doesn't take away the fact that I'm still a human being.. wtf.... What are somethings I can do to keep myself from getting wrapped in fantasy land?
