I have seen an escort this weekend that I need to review later on this week (I never came around it), but I had not felt so depressed that I have ever felt. I couldn't get myself off. I do not have HIV or anything like that. I have Erectile Dysfunction (I do joke about it to turn a negative into a positive). It happened just this past Saturday morning, as I thought it was just me exhausted. So In went to see a provider to send some time with and I noticed that I was off and on not getting a stiffy like I used to.

I used to smoke cigs and cigars, but only by 50% of the time. There were times I quit for a year or even 3 whole years. What drives me back into smoking is if someone around me keeps smoking (my ex girlfriend from Slovakia was a smoker and I wish she didn't bring me out to talk while she smoked). Tobacco use is one of the causes of erectile dysfunction. Also high blood pressure is a cause which I am 39 years old and how would I get that (I did have problems with my upper valves of my heart). I am going to see my doctor soon this week just to get a check up. My erectile dysfunction is not the only problem, it's a sodium problem. I feel like eating foods that do not agree with me has cause this too. I also feel like maybe my fast metabolism I am famous for from 15-38 years old is starting to wear out. Oh man, well...

I need help on how to cure or level my functions. I am asking because I plan on seeing my primary doctor later today to talk about this. I been eating fruits. I been drinking juices more than soda. I quit smoking about a month ago. I started back three months ago until I got fired from my recent job.

I need help trying to figure out health reasons, etc.