They don't, luv. My happiness is not dependent upon anything hobby related. I have an enjoyable RW life surrounded by kind people who do not have to pay me to tolerate them.
I merely speak truth. I am not afraid to stand up for myself and other women. I cannot find any instance where any other provider has been cyberstalked and cyberbullied like this. And it's because I am not a compliant companion to misogynists. Never have been, never will be. And it makes them lose their pea brains.
It's a reflection of the characters of these men, not mine. But if I speak up about it, perhaps it will help another companion avoid them and not have to suffer this kind of treatment. This has been a Lord of the Flies experience, for sure. These unstable boys are straight out of that book.