I need to clear the air

So as some of you may know that I have been around awhile. The last decade wasn't the easiest on me in terms of my personal life. Between losing my brother, sister, dad and then my mom all a while fighting custody....I wasn't always the best at my "A" game when I was with my suitors. Some have bashed me and while others have just spread rumors. NEVER NEVER judge a book by its cover. You truly never know what someone is going through.

The past two years have been so incredibly liberating for me. Recovering from the trauma and healing parts of me that were so hurt has been life changing.

Losing almost 45lbs and getting my mental health back on track (all on my own and without meds) has transformed me into a whole other person.

I want to publicly apologize to the gents who had a less than par experience with me and to the ladies I may have rubbed the wrong way.

I know I don't owe anyone an explanation but because who I am to my core.....just want to be transparent.

To those who stuck around and who truly know me.....I appreciate you and your acts of kindness is what keep me pushing through the hard times.

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This is incredibly touching. I realized in order to heal I had to be honest to myself. I have been dragged when I was at my lowest and it's not fun. And on top of any client who would drag you, many females are cut throat.

I have learned to look to my wins, and still it's incredibly hard to not feel gut wrenching and fake a smile and many times you cannot give 100%.

I remember running specials, I definitely wasn't 100%, still I was dragged. Pay less, complain more. This is a evil industry and thank God for the ones who are considerate and kind. They are our true gems.

In this evil vile industry we don't have to also be that way. I stopped doing certain activities that made me feel worse about myself. More human, less pse, more gfe. As women we are resilient to a point. We get numb till we can't anymore. This has been the best and worst past 5 years of my life.

Im so sorry for your losses. What you describe while going through custody sounds gut wrenching, it also sounds strong and brave. I hope you are in a much better place now, if you ever need a shoulder or a listening ear I'm here. I can tell you therapy works wonders. God bless:)

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I want to publicly apologize to the gents who had a less than par experience with me

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Miss Bee, this puts you above and beyond most of the ladies I met in this hobby. Some have treated me less than ideal. A few have apologized, but none have done it publicly. Thank you! Meet soon?

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Originally Posted by Anna Nikkole

More human, less pse, more gfe.

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It should come as no surprise that this is what most admirers want.

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It should come as no surprise that this is what most admirers want.

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You be surprised, they usually have a human at home, watch to much porn and want something else, definitely not human.

MissBee is completely amazing by admitting she had been through some stuff. Most won't ever do that. Kudos for this amazing post.

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Originally Posted by Anna Nikkole

You be surprised, they usually have a human at home, watch to much porn and want something else, definitely not human.

MissBee is completely amazing by admitting she had been through some stuff. Most won't ever do that. Kudos for this amazing post.

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Thank you babe.

and I agree...it would amaze you how many times I have to turn away gents because they want the really rough stuff that they see in porn and get annoyed because I don't offer that level of experience.

I have to say, although I never had a bad experience with you, this truly shows the amazing person that you truly are. I’m used to having the blame of a bad experience being put on me. Your attitude and honesty makes me want to see you for sure. Thank you for showing that you give a damn!

:bowdown: :twothumbs: See you soon!

Miss Bee, you have been a jewel in the hobby. A true sweetheart. Be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars. You have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, the universe is unfolding as it should....

OMG Risen and Hunter......you both just made me cry. I really appreciate you both saying that.

I’ve known you to be a steady, and classy presence. Don’t be worried about the haters girl.

Miss Bee, You are one amazing lady! I just read this and tears rolled down my face.. You have my support.. anytime.. We all have battles.. You just ended up with a lot! Sweet lady.. I would love to just hug you…, You are an amazing lady!ll

Song.. You are so beautiful to me……Can’t you see? Everything.. Beautiful… you are..